drivers.
Better watch out for ghosts.
It is still dark outside when I step out of the window-door of my hotel on the Ganges River. An old, strange looking man waits there, maybe for me(?) with a flesh light in his hand.
Boat ride,
Madam? I have heard the question a million times since I'm here whether it was a lake, a river or the ocean at my side but this is the first time I answer
YES. I bargain over the price as usual, this is the first episode of every agreements made in India.

Finally I find myself in a boat with a boy, about fourteen years old at the paddles, looking at me from the darkness. We leave the shore, a little girl jumps in the boat from an other one, offers me holy little baskets with flowers and candles in it.

I buy one from her, light the candle and let it drift away on the top of the Holy
Ganga thinking about my family for a moment. The little girl gets off the boat, we start to cruise against the current up on the river.
My new little friend paddles very

slowly, stops in every few minutes and rubs his hands, he has joint problem in his fingers. He has been a
boat men for four years, tells me proudly with perfect English, he started when he was ten. He works the boats before school every morning and for sunset rides. The sun start to rise over Varanasi, I look at all the people gathering together on the
ghats, 
bathing and drinking out of the Holy Ganges, the dirtiest and filthiest river in the whole wide world I have ever known. It has a million times more bacteria in it, what would be acceptable for a human being either for swimming or bathing. We pass by the
Harischangra Ghat where the holy rituals of burning the dead bodies are held twenty-four/seven.


The well-recognized spicy-sweet smoke coming from the ghat makes me physically nauseous and want to get sick. Yesterday we watched the ceremonies for a while, all of us in deep shock. I have never seen dead bodies before, now I saw five of them in a row. I instantly held up my camera try to get a shot of this hectic ritual. Chris snapped at me right away and gave me a bad look: W
hat a hell is wrong with you?! No excuse for me, it is absolutely disrespectful what I did and later on I thought: why on earth would I like to keep a shot of that? To look at it at home on cozy evenings when my friends are over for dinner?

The bodies have to be burned within seven hours after the death, the ashes are offered to the river, they explained it to us.

There are some exceptions of this holy ritual. They don't burn pregnant women, holy man, kids under ten years old, people with
lepra or bit by snake. The body of those people is taken by boats to the middle of the river and let it sink.
This river is very clean, Madam. We drink it every day, swears my little friend
. The Ganga washes everything away. I ask him to take me to the desert, on the other side of the river. He wonders at me, this is not the common cruising area where the tourists want to go, but says: As
you wish, Madam.

There is a tent in the sand, we get a cup of
chai and sit. He chew on a sugar can, swears this thing makes his teeth so white. I give him twice as much rupees as the price of the boat ride, tell him to put it in his pocket. He runs to the tent, comes back with a bag of cookies, but feed not himself, but the dogs laying around us.
He makes me smile, while we watch the sun rise over us, sitting side by side in the dirty sand.